화요일, 1월 30, 2007
Watching: [Over the Rainbow]
Mood: Mixed
Ok in a pretty mixed mood right now. Well, firstly a brief tribute to Hsu Wei Lun who passed away in a freak car accident on the 28th of January at the age of 28. I still remember the very first time i saw her.. she was playing the harp n i was like quite amazed cos u dun get to see harpists that young. N though she din play the lead role or anything..i still pretty much liked her in most of the shows. Sigh. >__<
What can i say..
Life is just too short.
N it still sent a shiver down my spine when i first heard of her demise. Just like what i felt that time when lena passed away..
N its not all.
Yunee also recently committed suicide in her house.
N apparently, 2 students from the Science fac also passed away during this past week.
Scary, no?
I dunno..
But it just makes me wanna try to enjoy my life more..cos seriously, nobody knows what will happen tmr.. ok touch wood.
To the 4 of them, rest in peace..
To everyone else, pls try ur best to live ur life to the max. I guess nothing matters more than just being alive..
Wanted to blog abt sth else but guess it wun be appropriate for the mood. Shall leave it for tmr den.
금요일, 1월 26, 2007
Listening to: H.O.T [Haengbok]
Feeling: Smiley ^^
Heh the only only reason why im feeling happy today is cos its 26th january!!! ^^
Yeapp its my beloved princess, goddess, pretty boi, darling --> kim jaejoong's 22nd bdae!!
Well i dun have my korean keyboard layout now so shall just type in english. Heh jaejoong ah..saeng il chuka haeyo!!!! Mani mani haengbokhae, nor arajo? Mom chosimhaeyo!! Sarang hae!! <3
Heh i cant put in words how much i lurve this boi to pieces..but i guess the pple around me should know by now. Heh. Even youngsaeng, leeteuk, kangta, hyesung, fany n kihyun have to stand aside for jaejoong! Lol.
The only youngwoong (hero) that i have ever known..
what else can i say about this guy....
목요일, 1월 25, 2007
Watching: Battle stuff esp of kihyun
Feeling: Bored..
Ok i admit, im doing nothing!! Sheesh. I know perfectly well im supposed to be like either mugging for neuro or else i shld be researching on my fyp. But i dunno why i just will digress n do something else whenever i sit infront of my desktop at night. Sian.
N cham lar. I have to see kihyun..now he's like making me more interested in Battle den in kremen. -___-
Lol.
He reminds me so much of jaejoong la. Heh that was how i liked youngsaeng that time too..anyone who resembles jaejoong (think hair esp black hair) is sure to make it on my list. Haha.
Ok no time to blog..shall just end with pics then.
Heh ok the pic that caught my eye..or rather i watched it cos my bf passed me the clip..so pretty la! ^^
Black hair + long fringe!!
Oki he's the one 2nd from the left..abit too far away but i cldnt find close up pics though.
화요일, 1월 23, 2007
Watching: Battle on MNet Pick
Feeling: Half dead
Ok today marks my 9th consecutive day since last monday i went back to lab. Pls pray hard for me that i wun need to count to a 14th day and above cos i think by then i might just wither n die in lab. Lol.
Sian la...
Everyday lab lab lab..
No life n time for anything else.
If i din have my kpop to keep me in touch with my sanity i think i would be mad soon.
I love my dbsk!!
Heh ok cant be biased. Make that i love my ss501, suju, h.o.t, shinhwa n ftts too!!
^^
But now im getting more interested in battle n bigbang. Heh. Cant help it la. Blame it on korea's uncanny ability to churn out eyecandy. =p
Hmm ok my bf blogged ydae so its my turn to blog today. First thing first, though not really my favs, but still happy belated bday to kim jung hoon on the 20th of jan as well as to andy lee on the 21st of jan!! Heh i dun mind having them around la. Still cant figure out why i din fall for kim jung hoon though everyone tells me he is my type. Lol.
Wat else..
Ohh finally completed my gem assignment like 15mins b4 the tutorial? Haha. S/u mah dun care..though i know its really last min work. N the tutor erm..is strange. Haha. Ask my bf n cynthia.. Din even listen to much of what he was saying (i was playing games on my laptop) cos i know listen le also catch no ball. Oh speaking of that, i declare neuro to be equally bad cos the concepts are like super hard to understand la. Sigh.
N i met maxey chung on the way back to lab today again. Strange how me n angel came to know him. Den he still had the cheek to ask me how was system neuro n said that it is a more challenging mod den free radicals. -__- The funny thing was i still said 'see you around'...haha.
So went back to lab. My bf abandoned me to go gai gai with her ah pa. =( But today was quite nice surprisingly. Lol. V was alright as in she let me do miniprep n cast my own SDS gel again n also explained to me finally about where we are n what direction we are heading. Ok that one abit lengthy so shall not write.
Den dunno why today spoke to K and S and they were quite chatty too. Heh. S very cute la..i really think he seems more like a local. Lol. Everytime i talk to K den S will like also interrupt n say something. Haha but in actual fact i think i pref to talk to S! =p
The most amusing thing was that K actually came in to call me just to ask if i got play age of empires 3 (do i look like i do?) den i said nope i only played WC 3 n that was like super long ago. But i did say that i will help him ask ard. Lol bf, u have anot huh? Ur K leh..realised both of them like to play comp games. Ohh i mentioned my bro might have den S asked what my bro was doing. So i replied that he was teaching den the topic veered to NS n both of them said they din do NS over in india..
K did sae he was in NCC though..lol cant imagine. N their NCC can learn to fly a plane lar!! So i asked them are they sure research is better than being a pilot...heh den they laughed.
Oohh den later i asked them about what langs they know n S can speak tamil! So all along they had been speaking in hindi (bf, lets go learn haha) n it seems that there are like over 100 different languages according to K.. Woah... N it was also then i asked S if he was really from india..den he just smiled n said yes, looking very amused. Heh.
N the highlight of the day had to be our rocker cos it died! Lol. So lousy.. V was the first to discover its premature death, n the first thing S said was: 'that was our only hope'...heh so funny. Den later he came over to inspect it further, only to pronounce it dead. N K was very amused by it too..haha ok everyone was fascinated la. V even mentioned that when do we have to cremate it..XD
Yeah..lazy to write liao. Its sleeping time..
N today so shuang cos my dad sent me to n from school..^^
일요일, 1월 21, 2007
Listening to: Angel talkin to me via mike (msn)
Thinking about: My 不争气的 kremen
Ok im really in lab doing my fyp on a SUNDAY. -____-
How come i never realised my potential to be this hardworking..until fyp unleashed it in me.
Ok double -____-..
Oooh that looks like a crying cum sian diao face if i add full stops after that. Heh.
AIsh im crapping le lar. SOboreeddd...
If i din have my lappy i think i will surely die. *hugs my lappy*
Anyway as what i told angel the other day, i declared my lappy to be a boi. Lol. N she also declared hers as a boi too. Maybe i shld think of a name for it. How about jaejoong junior..haha. Since it already has its ah pa's face pasted on its front cover. =p (i mean stickers, dun think its fullsized poster or wat) N obviously ah pa n his beloved members on the wallpaper. Heh i love that pic la! Its of the hk press conference where jaechun were both wearin specs. Sooo nice~
I want to go make black rimmed specs!! Dun like my white rimmed one..my bro sae look like some secretary siah. -__-"" Not that i will usually wear it out but i will need them for my graduation trip with angel (n gloryn, maybe) to korea for sure. Cant be ask me wear contacts to sleep on the night flight ba.
Heh i cant wait for my grad trip. Cos we are planning to transit to japan too! =) Hopefully la..anyway my mum n bro wanna meet me in japan so it just depends on if angel n gloryn are going along with me. N most importantly, tohoshinki! ^^
I really really hope my trip can coincide with some public appearance by dbsk. *prays hard*
Sian..V is not here yet which means i cant leave. But i got tuition later from 6 to 10pm n i need to go home first to eat dinner n get my assessment books. How??
ITs like alreade 2pm now..n shes still nowhere in sight. Diao. She said she will come in ard afternn lo. Afternn = ??
Hiaks. Ohh but so fun todae i finally get to do expression on my own. Dear Lord, pls let my protein be expressed...den she will be super impressed lar. Lol. But she do like 4 times den gt slightly thicker band i do one time will be so lucky meh.
Busy busy life..
Now the transition btw my weekdays n weekends have become blurred. Every night i will just plonk straight onto my pillow n enter dreamland in like less than 5 mins? In fact my life seems to have organised itself in a kind of way. Its almost like ok 7am wake up, 750 leave my hse, 915 reach lab, 7plus pm leav lab, 9plus reach hm eat dinner, use my comp til 12 n sleep. Need i mention its my schedule for the whole week i.e. including sat n sun?
Nw i dread sundays more cos at night still gt tuition. Well at least i dropped one tuit so im just left with 2. Ok im not greedy, im not asking $ to drop from the sky, but can i ask $ to appear in my famous amos cookie tin? HAha yeah i keep $ in a famous amos cookie tin. Retro la. =p
Anyway my mum passed me her ocbc card le cos my own acct is really dwindling. No input at all since last year nov lo plus the trip to taiwan really depleted my savings. N she agreed to let me apply for a supplementary card! Heh. Cool...
N she also said that i can order prince in prague that time but now i changed my mind cos i saw sth else that i want more..i wan the rising sun concert dvd n ss501's step up concert dvd!! Heh seriously if i have the means, i will surely get shinhwa n ftts's concerts too..but nw its not the right time. So that will probably have to wait til i go korea den i will 大买特买 ba. Lol. Think i might end up splurging everything on kpop stuff then. But i want to add more to my collection leh. Esp for dbsk, ss501, suju, shinhwa, ftts n h.o.t. Oooh i think it will be a miracle if i can find anything on h.o.t anymore..
Heh but yeah my 6 favourite kpop boybands ever!!! ^^ <333
Haha that is assuming another 3 dun come along next time. Yup i realised i like them in trios. Lol. H.o.t, shinhwa n ftts first, den dbsk, suju n ss501. I can try considering buzz, bigbang n battle though. Heh so cute! All start with the letter 'B'! =p
But im still pretty convinced that jaejoong is still the one im looking for. Lol. Heh he is the ONE la. Although more than one person has asked me if i see someone even prettier than jaejoong how..but how can anyone be prettier den jaejoong?! Even leejunki pales in comparison..ok ignoring the role he had in king n the clown.
Kim Jaejoong still rules anydae!
Haha.
So long nv spazz about dbsk le..it makes me feel better. Lol.
N i have both my no 1 entertainer n my bf talkin to me on msn now. Think having the 2 of them ard is enuf to entertain me liao..heh. I was still tellin angel the other dae if she was a guy i think we could really be tgt already. Lol. Heh she just went to find food though..leaving me to listen to whatever songs she is playin in the backgrd. I think i need a better mike la. The one on my laptop is so soft..n far away i have to keep puttin my face close to my keyboard.
Abit weird if u see someone do that, no?
Ok last hour to go before i say annyong to the lab. Feel like comin in late tmr la. Sian. I still haven do my phy tut lo. Den still gt the neuro SDL to do..n lotsa stuff too.
AHHHHHHHHHHH
Sian. ok gtg.
화요일, 1월 16, 2007
Listening to: Kiss [True Love]
Feeling: Exhausted..sleepy
Ok at least one piece of good news, my kremen is finally into pqe30! i was so happy when V told me lar. But the sad thing was that it was done by her..but oh well i dun care who did it (even tho she might) but it was obvious her mood was so much better as compared to a few days before. Phew~~
N even Dkk is successfully into pgem..
Heh.
Well basically everything was going well today..V asked me to help her do miniprep..she answered most of the qns i fielded to her..she was generally still amiable..n even laughed q a few times w me n angel..
BUT..
Well, most stories dun usually end that well either.
Now that we got our kre+pqe construct, it means that i have to catch up with her pace all over again i.e. coming to lab at every available moment = selling my soul to the lab. -__-
SIAN!!
N today there had to be an irritating moment n it was provided by A and made worse by ..
V and me were looking for an empty box to place our gel for staining so we decided to take this box that only had like 2 pathetic pieces of dried gel pieces, thinkin that it was probably unwanted or sth. The thing was that accordin to A, the box had her name labelled on it n i swear i saw V taking some sticker out (i din catch the name on it) n discarding it. So i din even know that it was A's name on it n A just accused me of taking the box without asking her.
N angel said that she turned n looked at V (angel was besides us when we were lookin for the box) who apparently suddenly became cowardly n jus pretended she was reading sth w/o even admitting that it was she who took it! What the.......
Ok now i finally see V's true colors...
N i thot V n A were frens..couldnt V just spoke up n said sorry or sth?
Well, she just left me there to fend for myself..
WHAT A GOOD PHD STUDENT~
Im impressed! Applause please..
In the end, i just couldnt be bothered to explain at all (no pt pointing fingers since obviously V din wan to admit her mistake) so i just walked away w/o even saying sorry to A. Why shld i anyway?
The feeling was kinda deja vu cos i think i felt that way the time me n angel went to appeal for drugs n got wronged by maxey chung..I din apologise that time too n just walked away..
I just cant understand why there are pple with such disgusting character in this world..does it make u feel better to diss pple? cant u just say things in a nicer tone n make this world seem much more beautiful?
Huiye said that they are present to show that we are nice pple..i agree..w/o them i guess we cant really differentiate btw good n bad pple..
I was so touched by this malay guy the other dae at the mrt. He was about to board the mrt when this blind woman who just alighted at the same station asked for dirns to get to the lift n the guy just took her hand n led her there without any hesitation..n had to wait for the next train. Heh i was so impressed i smiled to myself right there on the spot..
We shld have more of such pple in this world..
일요일, 1월 14, 2007
Listening to: Tim [Be Careful]
Feeling: Busy but much better than before
On the agenda: Brownies, jigsaw, dbsk, fyp n lappy
First of all, i just wanna say thanks n really give a big hug to everyone who beared with me these few days.. ^^
*hugs*
To my bf a.k.a angel, thankew for staying with me in lab, listening to my complaints abt V firsthand, gambling with me abt drugs (actually i really felt q bad to u that time after we argued with maxey chung..sry!), dreaming about me (=p), teaching me abt my lappy n fyp..n lots more things..n well just for being there w me in this horrible sem!
To my hwaggies mrs jung laogong, mrs kim susu, mrs park n mrs shim..i really must apologise for not being to join in to finish up the proj..=( i hope everything went okay! must update me k.. thankew especially to mrs jung n mrs kim susu for all those encouraging tags..<33 heh dun dare to call u all la..in case later i interrupt u all with ah jung or ah su! So i just keep bothering boojae only..=p
To piggy ry..thanks for helping me to ask ur senior! heh but give me some time k to draft the email.. n yup i will not forget our brownie date. =) got time must meet more often k? tt time so late le n all 3 of us were so shagged after having lab in the morn..heh n if got anymore ah peh stare at u again dun hesitate to diao him k! haha..
To yunling, yup..no matter what the sun still rises everyday..i know sometimes i let myself wallow in self pity but i also know i cant let myself over do it..so lets work hard tgt k?
To kw, thanks for listening to me grumble even though u r feeling rather bad urself..but we are hao jiemei mah..right? lol..n thankew for the sushi treat too..
To xinyi, although i have not spoken at all to u yet..heh but really thanks for answering all my long winded questions on my fyp the other dae! really appreciate the help..heh next time if gt chance let me join in the 'hokkien' conversation u had with angelina n yufen k..haha..
Hope i din miss out anyone..=)
U all dunno how much u all contributed to helping me keep my sanity k!! Lol. Well, i admit im still uptight over my fyp in the sense that its really stuck n i dunno if i can manage to even reach angel's stage at the rate it is going. But oh well, i shall give it my best shot n let fate decide itself. In any case, im definitely going to email swami n tell him to change the proj title for sure..
How can i write a thesis titled 'crystallographic studies' when i have absolutely nothing on that?? So strange lo. Hiaks.
Frankly, im pretty glad now that i have kinda splited ways with V, at least for now. Its super hard to keep up with her pace la..who on earth in the right mind goes to lab from 9am to 9pm ( i think they do stay til that late most of the time) everyday? Yes. Even saturdays n sundays. -___-'''
Ermm..sorry to disappoint, but i do still have a life outside lab, thankew.
So now im trying to learn as much as i can at one shot from her so that i can really sae 'bye-bye' to her..lol. No lar at least den she wun be butting in like every now n then to spot check on what im doing. Weird right? As in i would be like doing some steps den she would come over n poke her nose in it. Well, if she doesnt like make some sarcastic comment, i wouldnt have minded.
Tell me what does 'weebee, why are u so slow?' means? I was super pissed off that time when she said that lar. I treat it as an personal insult to my intelligence k. Argh.
If u ask me, im extremely grateful that we quarrelled that time or else i will probably still be suffering in agony under her now.
In a way, i shld probably thank her, huh? =p
N it really makes me feel much better that i can finally be in charge of what im doing everyday. Heh at least each day wun be just filled with uncertainties. =)
Ok, im beginning to think less negatively about going to lab nowadays..
Especially now i finally got my own lappy!!! ^^
*beams brightly*
I stopped using the shared comp terminals in the lab long time ago after swami kept poppin in at the wrong times n also cos of V and A..so most of the time i had to resort to going all the way to the sci lib just to use net. But now dun need le! Heh..
Which also means i can watch utube n use clubbox in sch too~ haha. Okok my mum bought me the lappy for fyp purposes...so must be guai n use it to do more research too.
Heh whatever the case is, im loving my acer travelmate 3012WTMi! Even though i know it may not be like super sophiscated with all those woah functions, but well its sufficient for me n most importantly, its mine~ n an additional 80gb is enuf to bring a smile to any CB user..XD
But so sad its practically empty n devoid of dbsk 'feel' now..lol. Need to either transfer stuff from my desktop over or else i have to find everything again..ahhhhh~
Heh n im so grateful to the guy at best denki (yup i bought my lappy from there cos my mum wanted to pay by credit card instalment plan) for giving me so many freebies! A 1gb thumbdrive, 60gb external HDD, an optical mouse, travel speakers n carrying case. ^^ Haha heng i haven buy my thumbdrive n HDD yet..now i can save some $..yeah~
(Heh pple, keep on reading..this is gonna be a long entry..)
Ohh, i just baked brownies this morning..haha think i might just finish everything by today. I think i simply love brownies!! so super nice. Heh piggy ry, next time we must try baking brownies from scratch k. Premix still doesnt sound very pro..lol. N im still saving up to buy my electric hand mixer, or else i can never bake cakes lo. Heh i already spotted the one that i want at amk.. now waiting for my tuition pay only.
Speaking of tuition, just went for my new tuition yesterday. 2 sisters, one in sec 1 n the other in sec 3. Super soft-spoken..quiet..everytime sae 'i dunno'..n a strange mum. Heh really~~ her mum is abit 'lian' n her daughters are super guai that kind. But on the whole, pretty easy to teach cos they will really do what u asked them to. Well, at least i think so judging from the first lesson. Hopefully they wun like become too familiar with me den end up not listening to me..
Most of my tuit kids all end up lydat can..
Am i too friendly?
Hmm...
But well, til now i still think teaching shawn n lionel was the most enjoyable. Ehh, omitting the part they always like to bully me. Lol. But yup, they were really nice to talk to. Now that i think about it, this year will probably be the last that i will be giving tuition anymore. Gonna end my tuition 生涯 cos frankly, i loathe the job. The only 2 things that are good about it are the high rates n short working hours but its like no guarantee that u see results in the long run. Den always get pressurised by the mum..so sian.
hmm wat else did i wanted to blog about..
ohh jigsaw. Heh i know its strange to be doing a jigsaw when im already like so busy but its collecting dust la. N its super easy that kind cos there are markings at the back so i dun think it will take much time though its a 1000 piece dbsk puzzle. Dowanna put too long also cos i might lose some pieces. So yup. Oh n i wanna sae thankew to rachel ssi for buying the dbsk calendar for me all the way from korea! Heh just got it from her the other day though she came back for like more den a month alreade. Kamsahamnida~~ :D
Now i see jaehosu everyday..=p
Ok think thats about all i wanna say.
Ohh last thing..seungri of bigbang is cute! Haha ooh..haven really seen any of their mvs yet though. Okie shall spend some time to yan jiu bigbang n battle..heh hopefully i see new additions to my pretty boi list..
Last last thing..i have not mentioned anything about boojaejoong for so long..heh so i just wanna sae i miss him so much!!!
i <33 my jaejoong anyday...anytime...
수요일, 1월 10, 2007
Feeling: Ultimately sian
I am actually blogging this in the sci lib. N i really dunno what to say anymore.
V finally expressed her disdain for me yesterday verbally n so now she has finally agreed to let me do my own experiment.
Should i be happy?
I dunno.
I mean i know i want to be independent n give it a try since she cant get results either n i cant be waiting for her all the time.
But the thing is all along she has been doing most of the stuff n truth to be told, i din even learn much til now. So even if she agrees to let me do it myself, does she mean she wants to wash her hands off what i do totally or can i still ask her if i have doubts?
N u know how i dread asking her anything cos she obviously dun like to explain to me.
Den how????
There is like no lab tech or anyone working in our lab that i can ask too. So either i do my expt blindly or else i have to be thickskinned n ask her again.
Tell me which is the better option pls.
Aish. Maybe i shld just ask her straight in the face. Do u actually mind teaching me? IF yes, den maybe i can write to my prof n ask him if i can be under another phd student since there are like 2 more available in the lab. I mean this cant go on infinitely right?
Hello..i paid sch fees siah.
Obviously i want to learn things or else why do i pay so much to be here suffering?
N i dun even wish to bring in another issue. Something about why me n angel are the ONLY supposed outcasts in the lab. Anyone who wishes to know, do PM me. Or else, i think u all will be able to guess too. Unfair lar..
N the stupid drugs module that is giving me a headache too. For christ's sake, just open more vacancies! Whats the problem...hello again this is my last semester, n this is my core module i.e. without this module, i CANNOT graduate. Period.
Everything is going so wrong recently.
Stupid.
How many times must i say that i regret continuing with my hons? Anything else seems so much better than my life here now. N i mean even the prospect of working at what..macs? Really lor..
I cant help but harbour thots of quitting school again.....
..................
화요일, 1월 09, 2007
Listening to: H.O.T [Outside Castle] live version
Feeling: -___-
Hmm by right i shld be at my gem2507 lecture now but well me, angel n cynthia decided to skip the first intro lecture after all. The notes machiam like no notes lor..all crap only. Anyway i intend to S/U it so makes no difference ba.
I am so sian again!!
Aish.
Frankly, i feel bad.
I know i aint putting 100% time n effort into my fyp even though its expected of me.
N i know its probably my fault that V dislikes me.
But its not im trying to shirk responsibility..
if she is willing to let me do more stuff, i would gladly do it.
But the fact lies that we are sharing the same project.
N frankly i dun wish to jeopardise the situation because my stupid kremen still refuses to be cloned into the next vector, n time is certainly not on my side.
So fine, i leave the decisions up to her. (since she IS the PHD student anyway)
To cut a long story short, im a hons student doing saigang everyday in the lab where lab hrs are determined by the face color of her phd student. If she's happy, i get to 'carry on' (ie. go home). If she's not..i just sit in the lab, stoning for the whole day while waiting for further saigang instructions. Well, at least nw my saigang duties just largely revolve around casting gels. -___-""
Ok, thats not the end of it.
I said she makes most of the decisions as to how the proj goes right?
Yup so naturally most of the steps n protocols are scribbled in her notes. And den..naturally again i have to get it from her sometimes. Oooohh den the famous buay song expression will flash once again on her face as she passes me the book reluctantly. This is exemplifed further especially when sometimes i cant come to the lab. N that is the worst cos i will have to ask what she has done during my absence n obviously she doesnt really fancy telling me.
I have to resort to taking peeks at her notebook when she is not around.
?!?!
I give up la.
Angel asked me why i dun flare up at her even though usually i will be defensive when im outside. Firstly, i dun really like to argue with pple unless necessary. Secondly, shes not a total stranger so usually i will just close one eye n let it pass. Thirdly, no matter how much i hate to admit, she's helping me with my fyp n i have to depend on her. Lastly, i just cant be bothered to raise my voice with her cos most of the times we are on different frequencies n we just cant see eye to eye. So in the end, she cant even get what im saying. Duh~
Call me a coward if u like, but i just want to pass my last semester in a more peaceful way.
I have enuf bad memories of nus life!!
Ok enuf complaints.
I shld view things in a more positive way huh?
Lol. Self consolation.
K lar try lar.
Life is too short to be complaining all the way. Why destroy my life for a mere fyp n V?
Ok, time to get my life on track! Anyone who second this, do tell me. Heh.
Decided even to plan a daily timetable for myself. ^^ Haha planning is always easier than getting down to abide by it. But yup, i think i will feel better if my life has less uncertainties. (heh angel will understand why we really need to have more certainties =p) N there are also a couple of things that i wanna do too..like learning my keyboard n korean properly! XD
Haha dun dismiss these 2 things as unimpt leh. They are to me.. Heh ok i can sense pple raising their eyebrows as they read this. But oh well, just treat them as a therapy from the depressing fyp ba. Especially since i already gave up my beloved salsa. =(
Ok super long post..gotta go eat lunch n be off to erm..where else..
일요일, 1월 07, 2007
Feeling: Tired, dreading tmr..
Msn-ing: The same friend i have been talkin to since late afternn
SIGH.
Today marks the official last day of my freedom! If it was ever there in the first place..this dec hols has really really been too short for comfort. Aish.
Anyway just completed my letter to boojae! Heh. I know, i shld have written it in korean but my written korean is really too limited. I dun even know how to say 'take care of urself' la. Pathetic right? So end up i wrote it in jap lo. Heh its alright as long as he can understand it. N rest assure that his jap is certainly above mine. ^^
So heres the letter..pretty short though.
재중이, 안녕하세요!! ^^
私はウィビーですよ！シンガポール人ですけど、大学で日本語を勉強したので、日本語で書いても大丈夫ですか？
ジェジュンが大好きだから、毎日いくら忙しくても、どうぞご自愛くださいよ！私は동방신기を。。永遠１００％信じる！それで、とても幸せだよ～
じゃ、時間があっら、連絡してもいい？:) （イーメルはcrimsonbell@hotmail.com です。）お願いします！！
Haha ooh i refrained from making it a rojak letter as in korean + jap cos i think it will be quite messy. But after writing this letter i came to the conclusion that, yes my jap has deterioriated! Heh so natalie or junrou if u happen to read this, dun laugh!! =p i know its of poor quality. Lol. I think got grammar errors too..haha hope jj will just smile when he reads this.
Hiaks in the end i nua-ed my last day away again in front of the comp. -___- Never even wrote what i wanted to blog about la. Aish.
Ohh i finally sent my first job application today. Heh ok it was at the insistence of my mama n truth to be told, the job dun really sound that interesting to me. But oh well, send n see how it goes lo. Its for the post of perfusionist at the national health centre n sth to do with monitoring cardiopulmonary equipment etc. Even yesterday on the way back to dhoby ghaut mrt dionne also brought up the topic about finding a job after we grad this may.
Hiaks..i know im worried la but i still dunno what job i want! Cracking my brains to think about it le lor..sian.
N i finally got new tuition too~ heh. Luckily it came before i called tuit agencies or else waste my time n effort. Hopefully they are nice pple..yup 2 sisters. My mum was kinda grumbling though. Said i wouldnt have time to cope..but i really need the extra bucks!
Esp since after hwei sie showed me the soompi threads todae..tsktsk.
Well, hafta leave the things i wanna sae to the next entry again.
토요일, 1월 06, 2007
Heh just a quick update or else later i will be late in meeting my laogong at tampines at 11am! My laogong very fierce one..tiger leo~ haha. Gentle only at night infront of her ah jung..XD
Haha n to my dear hwaggies that im meeting later (to finish up our prezzie to send to our dear dbsk over in korea before they leave for japan on 20th)...hope we have fun later! ^^ Havent been to mrs kim susu's house before but i think it shld be huge so as to accomodate the HUGE GLASS CLOSET that they have. Haha..
Hmm wanted to talk about my fyp after the 'heart-warming' talk by V to me yesterday as we walked up the long road to IMCB..but well not enuf time so shall leave it for the next post.
N also thanks to my 2 dear piggies...zw n ry yesterdae for showing up! Although i know my piggy ry was half-dead already. Lol. Oki, again shall blog about that again too. Got things i wanna sae wor..heh.
Yup okie time to leave!
화요일, 1월 02, 2007
Watching: DBSK School of Attack [Barbie doll] cut
Feeling: Happie~ ^^
Heh thanks to my dear natalie who made my day yet again by sending me an absolutely chio picture of yoochun!! Haha waaa first time i see yoochun that pretty k..esp with the eyeliner. Something along the line of his style in [Tri-angle] i think. But ya, i realise eyeliner works wonders. Lol.
Can i mention jaejoong n youngsaeng looks equally stunning with eyeliner too? That smoky look...woah~~
Kim Jaejoong is called 'visual shock' for nothing k...haha.
Haha oohh ok this aint his 'visual shock' pic..cos i cant find it anywhere on my comp!! Aish. I have the poster n pics of it though..heh. But this pic still oozes perfectness~
Heh n i simply lurve the barbie doll segment on School of Attack!! 동방천사!! Just watched the special edition of some edited cuts. So cute..haha ok i have to admit, the farniest person there had to be junsu. He n his drunk julia!! =p make me laugh til mad la..lol. Think changmin's 魔儿 was the most normal one. Heh very typical of changmin..n i think they really like [Devil wears Prada] alot. Keep hearing them mention the show.
As for yunho's 정지율 (haha mrs jung, jiayou! n rem to wear more pants..although i really wanna sae ur hubby super conservative la. XD pants under dress?! =p) and yoochun's 유린...at least they are more normal than julia! Haha. N the most hilarious thing was junsu's expression when he first saw the dolls, n when he was looking at micky's. He really like never play dolls before lo. Heh..
Ohh n of cos i had to mention specially abt my darling's doll. --> 이쁜이! Means pretty..well strange name but jaejoong always had an unique eye for beauty. Heh.
JJ: 이쁜아, 어휴~ 미모가 장난이 아닌데..
Oki i shall go n dig out pics of them playing dolls..heh if anyone has it, do tell me k? Kamsahaeyo~ :D
ps/ time to go running..my mum forced me la.
*EDIT*
Heh came back to edit cos i wanted to add something.
Think i know why suddenly i was in a good mood earlier on. I did credit it that to dbsk but someone else kinda contributed to it too. Yup it was Shawn. :)
To pple who have forgotten him..he was my tuition student during the first 3/4 of 2006. Well things happened, n honestly i thought he would be angry with me cos for a period of time, we din talk at all. N truth to be told, it was pretty upsetting. Made me feel guilty..cos i spent quite alot of effort n time on him n everything sort of went down the drain in the end..
My fault?
Dunno..
But just now we finally talked on msn again n how to say..its like that kind of feeling u get when u thought that u lost a fren but in actual fact, u din. Heh. Something along that line la..
So yeah, thanks for not holding it agst me.
=)
Hmm, but well even though my mood may be good, i know someone's isnt.
N i am at a loss on how to help my fren too..
*thinking..*
Well, i cant think of anything constructive right now but i will do so soon ba. Heh.
I just wanna say mindset is the most impt thing to being happy.
So lets end off today with a nice quote by urs truly --> me.
(Weyy i write all my own chinese quotes one k..dun doubt! =p)
选择放开她的手的那一刻，你就该了解。。
时间，它终究无法倒流。
월요일, 1월 01, 2007
Listening to: Any song in my WMP
Feeling: Drowsy
Talking to: Kaywee n theresa on msn
I am feeling kinda sleepy now..aish. N its only 1030pm lo. Think its cos my mum made me embark on my fyp proper again today. I can never ever do anything related to school without falling asleep like an hour later. Lol.
But oh well, i feel better starting ba.
At least i know im working hard!
HAha ok make that at least i know im TRYING to work hard!
(ok ok boojae, i can hear u nagging too..=p)
Anyway, even though its not accurate, here's wishing mr KIM JUNSU a happy birthday!!!
Heh yesh mrs kim susu, i know..his birthday shld have been on 15th dec but that dae i was in taiwan mah so din get to greet him. So now wish him on his 'fake' bdae ba~ lol.
How strange that in korea u can be born on 15th dec n get registered officially only like 2 weeks plus after..XD
My fav pic of junsu..
Haha ok not my fav pic la..but i saw this first. His most recent pic in the KBS gayo daechukje in the mini musical! N also his most erm 'rapable' look so far i have ever seen...wahha~
Did junsu learn that look from my jaejoong dearest..:D
N again, to everyone: HAPPIE 2007!!! SMILE PPLE!! ^^